There are times when depression hits so hard that functioning feels impossible. There’s always something to take care of—a cluttered room, dishes piling up, or dust collecting—but when depression takes hold, even getting out of bed can feel like a monumental task. For those looking in from the outside, it may appear to be laziness. But that couldn’t be further from the truth. Depression isn’t about not wanting to do things; it’s about not being able to.
Tears come, not out of self-pity, but from the overwhelming feeling of not being able to meet expectations. You want to be there for the people you love, but depression has a way of making you feel like you’re failing them. And there’s the constant sense that no one truly understands, or worse, that they misinterpret your struggles as indifference or avoidance. We just want people to understand.
Treatment and the Struggles in Between
Yes, there’s medication, therapy, and other treatments. But when life throws challenges your way, it feels like those small things—like laundry or responding to a text—become unbearable tasks. Depression makes you feel lethargic, weighed down, and isolated, even when you’re surrounded by people. You find yourself wanting to retreat, to be left alone with your thoughts.
But here’s the thing: love and encouragement from those closest to us are crucial. Even though we might seem like we’re fine or that we “just don’t want to go out,” the truth is, we need support more than ever. We need those gentle nudges from loved ones to remind us that we’re not alone, even if it’s something as simple as an ice cream run to Sonic or grabbing our favorite drink, sitting in the car visiting.
The Power of Support
To those who love someone battling depression: Don’t give up on them. Keep checking in, keep asking them to spend time with you. It may seem like they’re pushing you away, but your persistence shows that you care. It means everything to us, even when we can’t fully express it.
I’m incredibly grateful for my best friend of 33 years. She may not fully understand what I’m going through, but she listens. She tries, and that means the world to me. She never judges, even though I must seem half-crazy at times. I don’t know what I’d do without her—and the other friends who have come into my life over the past couple of years. Their love and support keep me going, even on the darkest days. Remember, kindness and kind gestures can truly make a difference in someone’s life.